September 2011
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Wish
How i wish you are still around.
To always make me feel safe, stable and secure. In my own world of thoughts that sometimes can drive me mad, make me cry and upset for hours, i know you will always be around.
That patience that you have for me, i need it.
To talk sense and give me reality in a way it’s never too harsh for me to swallow and i will willingly oblige.
How i wish you are...
Quote
“When you get used to it, it doesn’t feel so painful anymore. Numb is more like it.”
A Moment
I must admit i do have those days where i’ll feel so funny, i’ll laugh and laugh but in actual fact, i just want to cry. It’s like all these laughter is just masking everything. It doesn’t happen often but when it does, i feel pitiful for myself for being in such a state.
Macam xiao cha bor.
I don’t know.
Mental? No, i am not crazy. Still too young la to be crazy....
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Relapse
I’ve had a taste of it before.
Something that i was not aware of. How it made me snap, how it left me extrenmely tired with no appetite to eat, how it made me emotionally unstable, how it made me feel like leaving Ariz behind and just go away.
That’s post natal depression.
It sucked. It made me turn into someone that i am not and i needed help. Needed help to function well for...
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Megazip -
Watching the ClimbMax videos make me feel so damn scared can?
I want to try but i have this strong feeling i will just cling onto 1 rope and will NEVER move.
Tinggi KAO!
But the kids in the videos all look so sardin like it’s nothing! Hebat sungguh.
And ParaJump - Kirim salam sua. I still have 4 young kids to take care of. Takmo do activities that will weaken my old system k? Badan...
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Self Reminder
Have always felt it’s important for the adults to know their own values first before they want to impart it to their children. Quite useless to make so noise, want this and that but they themselves are not practising it. How can the kids even emulate?
It’ll be tough but the change has got to start with ourselves.
Many a times i tell my daughters they are not to shout in the house....
